B-L-A-C-K!

im black

and i spent most of my childhood

hating myself because im black

sure its the birth mark

but people still call me black

its been long since ive let go of this feeling

but to those who made others feel inferior of the skin colour

espacially the whites who are coloured

this one is for u..

Voted Best Poem in 2006 by the UN

When I born, I black

When I grow up, I black

When I go in Sun, I black

When I scared, I black

When I sick, I black

And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow

When you born, you pink

When you grow up, you white

When you go in sun, you red

When you cold, you blue

When you scared, you yellow

When you sick, you green

And when you die, you grey

All The Way Captain O!!

So who do you think would win the Presidential Election for America? Obama or McCain? I personally want A CHANGE! so..u know who im rooting for uh..hahah..yeap..u got right..my black brother yo..hahaha..so obama has a lot of the hollywood actors and actresses on his side..and even singers..so..im not surprised ppl right Charlize Theron here..the beauty from South Africa..who is supporting Obama..i mean..she's is one of the UN ambassadors like Angelina Jolie...so yaa..

and of course you expect most black ppl if not all..to support Obama..so why not Will Smith..who Obama personally said on Entertainment Tonight(ET)..that he could play him if they were to make a movie out of this Presidential Election as its gonna be quite significant if Obama wins..and im not surprised that he is very involve in politics as i think he's almost like the male version of Oprah Winfrey..hahahah..

But check this out! haha..this actress..who is currently doing very well..is rather personally involved with this..so who is she? ill give u clue..she played the princess of Genovia..she played the assistant of Meryl Streep..and recently..played a comedy with Steve Carell..im sure u know who she is now uhhh..

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HAHAHAHHAHAHA...i enjoy doing the dot dot thingy..hahah..

so here she is..Anna Hathway..haha..

i think she it hotter than Angelina Jolie..hahah..

She has equally nice eyes..not too pouty lips..sharp nose..lovely smile..and her bod is just right..hahaha...

so Anna Hathway have not been seen or heard anywhere during the previous elections but after being 'bigger' in Hollywood..this is what she said:

"ive been burned by politicians bfore that i wanted to believe in and just didnt live up to it.(aww..soo dramatic)..And I was afraid to trust him and i was afraid to have hope when i first kind of became aware of him."(Anna..ure pretty and all..but c'mon! he's not gonna be your husband or boyfriend..relax..dont get so affected laa..)

then all that changed when Obama gave his speech on race in March..so she said:

"I just said, 'I cant deny how to feel about you, Barack Obama. I want you to be the president. I want you in the White House." (the next thing u know..she will say..I want you in bed w me Oby baby!!) OH GOD! PLS DONT LET THAT HAPPEN! AMIN!

And sooo..i wish Mr. Barack Obama all the best and may he become America's First Black President..Salute to Captain O-bama!!!

The Reason

alright..im updating for the sake of it..i think i shldnt be blogging abt how my day was or what i did..i think i shld blog when i feel like it..maybe its an excuse..but its the reason why i havent been updating..

so im kinda pissed right noww..maybe..not pissed..just..frustrated..really frustrated..let me ask you people..is missing a person natural? like really..
are u allowed to miss the ones you love? is it normal? is it HUMAN to miss a person? think about this..espacially you..no..not you..is that other you im talking about..not you..the person know who he/she is..haa..ok..crap..

so i watch Oprah this mrning..was kinda moved..they actually interview the lady who wrote the book..An Hour to Live..An Hour to Love..some of you might now what im talking about cz ive lent u this book..i feel its the most moving books ive ever read..maybe cause ive been reading thrillers/mysteries all the while..haha..but this book..i'd read a thousand times over..and wld still be emotional when i read it..so look for this book..its not very thick..an avid reader would finish it in a day..but its the meaning behind this book..its written by the wife of the late Richard Carlson and himself..look for it at bookshops..like Harris and all..it shld be there..the cover is a bit different from what you see in the net and at the bookshops here..cz of different publishers..ha

so yeaa..till next time..adieu..

My Favourite Song (for now)

This is 'Love Remains The Same by Gavin Rossdale'
Enjoy :)

Shadow Monster!! AAHHH!!

im utterly speechless..ive nvr seen a baby cried like this bfore because she's scared of her own shadow..nevertheless..bloody cute and funnyy

Charlie Bit Me, Again!

This is bloody cute larrr...both of them!! ahhahaha..
the little one damn mentel se..after biting his brother still can laugh laugh..haha..
although i think you guys might have seen this one before..haha..

BUHLUD!

This is damn funnyyy larr..but at least the parents know that the elder brother is caring right? ahahah

Another Hit in My Books by Chris Brown

I Wanna Be by Chris Brown



No music video for this song..but i think this would do..the lyrics are there..enjoy :)

From a Few Places to Haji Lane?? agaiinn?? :O

so ainny, emmer, faass, dii, shan and i met up on a thursday to go out and our aim was to get on that flyer..we have planned to go on it a few times but smething has to ruin the plans and at last..this time..we actually did it..but bfore that..its a stop at cck where kak pass fetch us w her fancy mansy car..hehh..so first stop..The Cathay!!..we booked tickets for Mummy:Tomb of the Dragon Emperor..bfore that we went to Yakun Kaya Toast for breakfast where we finally..or rather i..finally appreciate having emmer as a friend..lol..no laa...i love you dude..haha..not love LOVE you..but u know what i mean..u see..cz..2 out of 3 workers cant speak english at all!!..i mean cmon..international language la deyy..tsk..anw..after the movie..we went mount sophia..take pics..then..head for city hall where emmer lead fas..emmer has v good sense of direction btw..haha..then we went haji lane..why?? cz ainul wants to see that ice-cream scooper..i guess becoming an ice-cream scooper attracts girls attention nowadays uhh..hahah..anw..here are some of the pics..no wait..just i tiny portion of the pics..cz there are tons! haaaa

so this is the first thing that caught my eye...this demon-like statue..freaky noh..i keep imagining that it will come alive one day..and the worst thing is that..its NAKED..and SMILING..not a very good combination..our group photo...everyone is like looking good and all..when i suddenly realized smth!..look at kak pas's foot!!..amazing how she cld stand sill like that..how does she do it?!... :O



i mean look at that face..dont u just wanna smack it?? ahhahahaha..its like a " i wanna go hooomee..i want my mummyyy" kinda face..emmer..ure abg burb for goodness sake..pls uhh..(brub=burberry)..cz he's wearing a burberry shirt noh..dope ah emmer..

another group photo..this time..in the flyer cabin? capsule? aahh..capsule..haha..thats the word for it..haha..and look at nadia..posing bukan main lagi ehhh...hahahha..tapi hot..jadi tkpe..

but i wonder what caused kak pas's face to be like that...hmmm..

so i guess when harshanti dies..we shall pose ard him like this?? hahahahah...ok..thats a bit bastard ah..but guys..thats not where yr attention shld be..look at ainul..look at her face!!..PRICELESS LARR!!..hahahha

ok..that shall be all..videos coming up next..hehh :) gdday ppl..

From Little India's Mustafa...to Bugis's Haji Lane :D

so im finally gonna update my blog..after a lloongg time..after dii, shan and fass are telling me to do so..haha..so yeaa..we went mustafa on a wednesday last week..justin's first time..v shocking..ahhaa..so we took a ridiculously long bus ride to little india from wdlands...and here we are..

so this is at the lift of the..2nd? 3rd floor? i duno..cant rmbr..but we decided to take a group pic here..this is after we got all the stuff..on our way out of mustafa..

umm..okayy..ive made a few bubbles..but cant be seen..freaking bummer..put in a lot of effort..u know..those bubbles like..telling u what they are thinking by looking at their faces..so yea..i feel harshan is like.."im starting to like this hairy feeling..hmmmmm*smiles*"...hahahha..

for this..i call shan's face..semangat bukak tin air..hahaha..or in english..opening a canned drink w full of enthusiasm?? ahhaha...anw..shan is like thinking.."I CAN DO THIS!! YES I CAN!!"..and emmer is like..i dunno..emo-ing?? and thinking.."you're always be my baabyyy.."..LOL..get what i mean emmer? hehe..joke ah bro..jooooke..

here's me and dii..ahahaha..ok dii..dont be shocked abt what im gonna say abt what your expression looks like ok?..haha..i feel ure saying.."hehe..manis nyerr senyum si hitam manis yg handsome nii"..LOL! AANNDDD...its a waste the pic is small..if nt can see my DIMPLE AH!!..ahaha

aaannddd..finallyy..this are the people left..we went to haji lane..walked in and out of a couple of shops..getting all excited abt what to buy and all..then we ended up in plc..Pluck is its name..very lepak-ish but nice plc..sells stuff and ice-cream..not bad ice-cream tho..and really not bad ice-cream scooper uh..agreed by the girls i bet..haha..

Ainny's Little Game

RULE 1: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.No TAG backs!


it took me a while to actually think of the 15 stuff..dont really know what to say though..so as it goes down further..u might realize i tend to go off the topic a bit? i dunno..so yea..here i goo...

1) im someone who knows what i want..and works towards it..failure might not be an opition but if i do fail..i usually have a back-up plan..im a far-thinker..soo..i kinda think things out in a long run kinda thing..maybe good..maybe bad..dpdp i guess?

2) i hate untidiness..i would just clean things up if it gets too untidy..when i watch 'Monk'..stuff he does..kinda relates to me..i cant stand to see a table crooked and all..but its not that bad to his extent..and also..im very organized..i usually would like to plan my days before hand..i hate it whn ppl say.."see how"..it drives me crazyyy..but doesnt mean im responsible..in the sense..i kinda lose things..a lot..

3) i cherish friends like crazyy..read my previous post titled 'Thank You' and u wld understand i guess??..lazy to elaborate lahh..tired..

4) i have the tendency of going really crazy at times..doing things without thinking and people around me would have to control me..shan would go " eh khabitz..tk perlu ehh.." and dii would go like.."can you not do that?!"..and i wld goo.."okok.." and laugh it off..cos she has this fierce scary face..freaks me out everytime..

5) I try to be as good as i can..praying at home..gg to the mosque and ngaji as often as i can..im afraid of gg to hell..seriously..thats why if u tell me..go to hell..ill pause for a moment..and then reply..shut up larr..haha..why i pause for a moment? well..its just..that word..gives me the creeps..phobia uhh

6) smth to be proud of..at last..haha..ive not watched PORN...but WAIT..yes ive seen ppl having sex in movies..like celebs naked and all..but..not porn as in porn websites..so yaa..

7) im really particular w food..i kinda always go for those which are halal..w certs to show as prove..cz they might say NO LARD NO PORK...but..really..i dont trust them...hahaha..so yea..i might lose out..but why take the risk..

8) i love keeping pictures and just look at it when im bored..reminising abt the times..pictures are like everlasting memory of smth in the past..so yea..i'd go crazy if i lose them..like really..crazy as in IMH crazyy..as in like...ill become JOKER or smth..

9) oh and BOBLET..i snore in my sleep too..hahah..this one confirm..but those cute cute snores..lol!!

10) ill be wearing gold-ish yellow for hari raya again..its gonna be a kurta again..i dunno why my mum dont go for malay outfits..every year kurta..i know lar im indian but still..its all mum's idea i guess..thats why no one dares to object..

11) speaking of her..she just came back w dad after a 4 day trip to Kuching..honeymoon i guess..wonder if im gonna get a lil bro or sis..shall find out in a months time..hahah..freaakkyyyy

12) Right now..these are the few songs im listening to..just have been listening to it v frequent these days..Lost Prophets(A Town Called Hyprocisy, Rooftops), Jason Mraz(Remedy, Bella Luna, Mr. Curiosity, Wordplay, I'm Yours, You and I Both and Lucky w Colbie Caillat), Chris Brown( I Wanna Be), Ne-Yo(Sexy Love, Because of You), Relient K(Who I Am Hates Who I've Been, I Need You), Nickelback( Savin' Me, This Is How You Remind Me, Next Contestant) and MCR(This Is How I Disappear).

13) My new favourite sitcoms has to be 'Dirty Sexy Money', 'Pushing Dasies' and 'Samantha Who?'..Local would be 'Sayang Sayang' and the hilarious 'Parental Guidance'.

14) I've got a new phone to replace my old phone and I've finally got my EZ-link done today..so i feel very complete..wallet-wise..if u know what i mean..i hope u do..if u dont..nvrm..its ok..

15) lastly..since i dunno what to say alr..but since the rule is to right 15 things..i cant wait to go shopping??..hehh


so ya..10 ppl who are interested to do it..go ahead..v tedious..seriouslyy..but if ure bored..bole larr..up to u guys..

Fun with the Dopest Dudes and Dudettes!!

so ainul=ainny=bob, emmer=lard boy, fas=kak pas, nadia=dii, harshan=harshanti=shan and me went to the library with the intention of doing our PP..but once fas got her hotdog..and took out her camera..poof!!..everyone started buying food and eating and cam-whoring..hahah

shan w fas's sweater from bandung..waahh..abt bandung..haha

u guys knw what im talking abt right..espacially u shan..ha

i imagine this is how fas's face would look like if she really cry..hehe

this is the cute and the coool..the dopest of her kind :P

ainuull..or like i'd call her..ainnyyy..hehh

how many ppl w tudung do u know who makes this kinda shots look so damn cool..

one in a million rightt..hahah..my friend ok...not yours..so see onlyy..no touch..

espacially u uh mr. toouchyy..hahah (nayr)

presentingg..cafe galilee's HOTDOG!!! huge uhh

fas bought it..after emmer got it..

cz fas likes her hotdogs big and fat..not to mention longg..hehe

this is dii's spicy wedges w extra cheese..

look like wedges drowned in cheese uh

but u shld have seen how clean it was..

most of the cheese..GONE!!

cheese-minator!!

shan stealing your hotdog fas!! lookk!!

i said turn!! noooww!!

hahah..ok..im crazyy

this is Singapore's new boyband..

K.E.S :D

mcm coool jerr..like rockband ahh..

we have me playing the drums..harshan playing the bass..

and kak pas singing and playing the guitar..baik ke perr!!haha

ok..the band is drunk?? except for shan..he's stoned..weed ahh..haha

so this is the gerek-est dope 6..i say 6 cz ainul shld be here

ainuuulll!!!..better be there next time k??

had an awesome time..shld do this more..

adieu!!

Lost Phone..Bought a Phone w a Soul!!

soo..its was a what? a monday?? daaamnn..cant even rmbr when i lost my phone
my memory is getting bad..i better play some sudoko..
hahaha..but i think it was on a tuesday..
so guys..dont leave yr phone in between yr legs..u might just forget to take it..
anww..i lost my phone..took me a while to actually let it sink in..
w the help of shan..using his phone..and emmer also..i survived that day..

PS: thanks guyss..love you both *wink wink*..*rub rub..harshan..u liikkee?? lulz..like the way u wld say it*

but the next day..thanks to my lovey dovey mum..she was soo sweet to actually collect my SIM card for me..and offered to get me the phone..but i have to pay larr..but still..i dont expect her to..i was soo touched by her kindness larr..i love u ami..called me a few times w shan's phone to ask what phone i wanna get..so it was the U900 Samsung Soul..so ya..the touchpad v soul-ish ahh..so maybe thats why its called samsung soul?? I need to get use to Samsung though..after using Nokia all my life..haha..so dii..kak paas..ainnyyy..assist moi can?? hehh